September 15, 2012
Individualism and personality are two completely different concepts. Personality is what’s upfront, face value, such as traits like stubbornness, jealousy, obsessiveness. Everyone has good traits like generosity and consideration to balance the personality. When someone is off balance, that is when psychology is applicable. A good balance is when the good traits outweigh the bad traits, or at least the bad are able to be controlled not reflected outward to other people.
Individualism is the essence of the person. The person as a being without these traits. One could say, essentially naked.
It is the separation of individualism and personality in a balanced manner that opens the door to spirituality. None of this explains sociopaths.
Sometimes masculinity is just another word for sex. I can have strength and power. I want equal awareness, but I know something others don’t. Fuck them.
These were all the thoughts I was thinking and I had this need to write them down before they escaped from my brain. I was afraid I’d lose the thoughts. They were so clear, so profound. I felt cool and intense, I needed to document this. I didn’t have a pen and paper or my cell near me. I was distracted and Ayla moved up and slapped my face. “What?!” I said. She said, “Give yourself a goddamned blow job.” And she left. I guess I didn’t cum fast enough. If I could give myself a blow job…well maybe I’d never leave my apartment. Now that she’s gone I’m writing this down. I’ve got it all down so see ya, I’m going to jerk off.
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